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[laughitoff]

[he swallows. that sounds suspiciously like alliance, unconditional alliance as long as he's righteous in Lan Wangji's eyes, and it's not the first time Lan Wangji has evidenced it, but he still doesn't understand. why is this so important to him? why Wei Wuxian, when Lan Wangji could throw himself behind a hundred less complicated, less bloody causes at any time?]

...

If there's a misstep, there's every chance it drags down everyone on a narrow road, you know.

[strikingchords]

That is my fear. Yet, I often err, with you.

I might ask your patience. But it seems a shirker's request, as well. You are within rights to demand better success instead.

[laughitoff]

I don't think I'm within rights to demand much of you.

[strikingchords]

...

It is reasonable to respond to what hurts you.

[simply]

And, I do not wish to.

[laughitoff]

[his shoulders slump, under the pile of stuff on him]

This isn't an easy situation.

[strikingchords]

...

[exhales!!!!!!!!!!!! and also inclines his head. still absurdly solemn, COMMITTED TO CONVEYING UNDERSTANDING]

Thus, I do not know what to ask.

[HE BROUGHT IT HOME]

[laughitoff]

I also don't know what to answer, so at least we're even.

[strikingchords]

...

Was meant as confession.

Your words were kind.

[laughitoff]

You’re too hard on yourself.

[strikingchords]

They are not exclusive.

[softer]

[laughitoff]

It’s not a sin to not know how to deal with someone. It’s not like I’m unaware I’m…difficult.

[strikingchords]

That is not the word I would choose.

[laughitoff]

Oh?

[strikingchords]

[...

another tiny exhale]

Perhaps, "besieged."

[laughitoff]

[snorts, but doesn’t disagree]

[strikingchords]

It has been long.

[laughitoff]

Since...?

[strikingchords]

The time you last felt otherwise.

There is a toll.

[laughitoff]

I can take it.

[strikingchords]

...

[tiny hand squeeze]

Hard on yourself.

[laughitoff]

Hey...

[strikingchords]

[quiet]

I, too, do not wish things to continue as they are.

[laughitoff]

You want to be--

[hesitates]

Friends.

[strikingchords]

[nods, a matter of fact little movement]

[laughitoff]

[swallows]

What does that look like to you? Do you know?