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[strikingchords]

[NOT THAT???? tilts towards him unconsciously, deeply concerned]

Wei Ying.

[laughitoff]

I truly don't know what to say.

[strikingchords]

...

No need, then. You deserve truth.

Had not realized, at first, that you did not remember.

[laughitoff]

[wrenching]

Did you think I simply wouldn’t speak of it, if I did?

[strikingchords]

[...

low, after a little while]

Thought your anger was in response.

[laughitoff]

[god. fucking damn. that's fair, isn't it.]

I see.

[strikingchords]

...

[soft, reflective]

Again and again I have forced myself upon you and abandoned you after. Anger would not be baseless.

But, I have also misjudged much.

[laughitoff]

When have you forced or abandoned me.

[strikingchords]

...

What I just recounted. When I have pressed concerns on you before.

[laughitoff]

[this is fucking hideous]

No.

[strikingchords]

[it's his turn not to know what to say immediately...]

[laughitoff]

Do you know why I was so angry, when we arrived here?

[strikingchords]

[shakes his head a little; well, he thought it was self-evident, but...]

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Because -- until that point, where I mistook what was happening -- I thought you were a righteous man.

[strikingchords]

[a very slow blink...

softly, after a moment]

I don't understand.

[laughitoff]

[slowly]

To my knowledge -- and I truly can't answer for Nightless City because I truly don't remember it -- you've never forced what I didn't want upon me. You've fought with me and evidenced concern. And you've never abandoned me; you had your own lives and your own duties, and they didn't very well line up with mine.

You've always been so upright. I hated the thought that you gave it up at the end, to kill some harmless civilians. I'm glad I was wrong about that.

[strikingchords]

[Wei Wuxian feels his hand trembling.



it steadies, after a little while. calmly, only a little airless:]

I see.

[laughitoff]

[...chances a look at his face...]

[strikingchords]

[SEE ICON. staring at the water]

[laughitoff]

[squeezes his hand, just a little, perhaps the first acknowledgement that he remembered they were holding hands since they fell in the springs]

[strikingchords]

[...

startles a little and turns to blink at him instead '^']

[laughitoff]

Truly too hard on yourself.

[strikingchords]

...

It felt as if I had abandoned you. You protected us many times. Me. Your intentions were noble. Yet, you were allowed to sacrifice, or maligned.

[brushes Wei Wuxian's wet hair back from his face, ugh]

That you were not more bitter on your own account shows generosity of spirit.

[laughitoff]

[laughs a little hoarsely]

You make me sound like some benevolent priest, or a martyr. I’ve never been either.

[strikingchords]

You are not. You are Wei Ying.

[sighs]