魏婴 Wei Ying | 魏无羡 Wei Wuxian (
laughitoff) wrote2022-09-03 09:23 pm
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[PALACE GAME - LAN WANGJI RUN]
Everything is red. You are dying, somewhere far beyond pain, the very essence of yourself going to pieces. You’re shattering so badly you don’t know if you’ll ever find all of yourself again, if you’ll ever put yourself back together. There are teeth on you, ripping, tearing, devouring. There are teeth inside you, carving their way out, and those are worse.
This is a memory, happening at a remove. It is not yours. This is not happening now.
Everything is grey. You wake up in a prison cell, eyes wide, the ceiling flat and blank and unfamiliar above you. For a moment you simply think, no. You think, Please, wasn’t it over? Wasn’t it enough? You consider closing your eyes again and refusing to get up, until oblivion reclaims you. Even if you’re no longer dying, everything hurts.
This is a memory, happening at a remove. It is not yours. This is not happening now.
What is happening, then?
You–
–sit up.
This is a memory, happening at a remove. It is not yours. This is not happening now.
Everything is grey. You wake up in a prison cell, eyes wide, the ceiling flat and blank and unfamiliar above you. For a moment you simply think, no. You think, Please, wasn’t it over? Wasn’t it enough? You consider closing your eyes again and refusing to get up, until oblivion reclaims you. Even if you’re no longer dying, everything hurts.
This is a memory, happening at a remove. It is not yours. This is not happening now.
What is happening, then?
You–
–sit up.
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That doesn't mean I don't require any direction.
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You have no judgment?
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I'm a memory! I don't have the same autonomy as a person! Deal with it!
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...
Find cinnabar and draw an array to create a stone beast. I will bring materials here.
[creating one of the stone beasts is very complicated, but Jin Zixuan is a sect heir; he for sure should know how to get things set up, whether or not he has the ability to actually use cultivation like this]
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Jin Zixuan gives HIM a withering look and stomps out of the temple, presumably to go on a scavenger hunt or rob a house or something.]
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he'll go to the teahouse, in the meantime]
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There is one empty table, with a large white bowl of steaming soup upon it. It doesn't match the rest of the dishware he can see at all.]
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Jiang Cheng lifts his hood and tells Wen Ning to leave. You'd protest, but your attention's caught by the woman in the yard. Even through the cloak and the veil on her bamboo hat, you'd know her anywhere.
"Shijie," you say. Sister.
She lets the disguise slide loose, revealing what's underneath: her wedding robes, brilliant red and embroidered with koi and lotus and peonies. The knot in your chest tightens.
You approach, still feeling cautious. You haven't seen her since you parted ways with the Jiang sect. “Shijie, you’re...?”
“What? You think she’s marrying you?” Jiang Cheng snaps.
“You can shut up,” you huff.
Jiang Yanli spreads out her arms, shows the robes in all their splendour, full-sleeved and gold-stitched. She's so beautiful. “A-Xian, I’ll be married soon. I came for you to see...but I'm the only one who's here. You won't be able to see the groom.”
It's a long way to Yiling, and it isn't safe for a sect leader and his sister to travel here so far, to associate with you. They didn't have to do this. It touches your heart; you're able to muster up a wry smile.
“It’s not like I want to look at some groom.”
(You do. You desperately want to see the ceremony. You've never liked Jin Zixuan, and you'll break his legs and send a thousand ghosts after him if he makes your sister cry again, but right now she's glowing with happiness at the prospect of marrying the man. You want to see what puts that expression on her face.)
You praise the wedding dress with your brother. She laughs it off gently, and blushes when Jiang Cheng says, “You don’t believe me and you don’t believe him. Is it that you’ll only believe it when a certain somebody says so?”
She asks you to name her future son. Jin Rulan, you say, thinking briefly of Lan Wangji. Jiang Cheng bickers with you over it (why should their son be named for the Lans, when they have no role in this marriage), but Jiang Yanli, ever the peacemaker, interrupts with the promise of soup for you both. She even offers some to Wen Ning; he takes it shyly and thanks her, even though he can't eat.
She talks with him for a while, quietly. You and your brother are left to yourselves for a moment, and he lifts his soup bowl in a mocking toast. "To the Yiling Patriarch," he says.
You nearly splutter. Who came up with that awful title for you, anyway? “Shut up!”
He does, for about ten seconds. Then, “How’s your wound from last time?”
You shrug. “It healed a long time ago.”
“Mn.” A pause. “How many days?”
Do you have to go over this? “Less than seven. I told you before. With Wen Qing around to treat me, it wasn't anything difficult to deal with. But you really did fucking stab me.”
Jiang Cheng eats a slice of lotus root. “You were the one who smashed my arm first. You took seven days? I had it in a sling for an entire month.”
You snort. “If I didn't hit it hard enough, it wouldn't have been realistic, would it? It was your left hand anyway. It didn’t hinder you from writing, even if it took three months to heal."
There's another little silence. The soup is delicious, your sister's and Wen Ning's voices soft in the background, and for a moment, there's an illusion of normalcy and peace.
“You’ll stay like this from now on?" Jiang Cheng asks, breaking it. "Got any plans?”
If only. “Not at the moment. None of the group dares go down the mountain. People don’t dare do anything to me when I go down the mountain either. It’ll be fine as long as I don’t stir up trouble on my own.”
“On your own?” Jiang Cheng sneers. “Wei Wuxian, do you believe that even if you don’t stir up trouble on your own, trouble won’t come and find you? It’s often impossible to save someone, but there are thousands of ways to harm someone.”
You shrug. “A man with strength can defeat ten men with skill. I don’t care if they have thousands of ways. I’ll kill whoever comes.”
Your brother's tone cools. “You never listen to any of my opinions. One day, you’ll come to understand that I’m the one who’s right.”
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She lifts a hand to her mouth as she revives, looking back at him, startled]
Hanguang-Jun...?
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Young Madam Jin.
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Wei Ying is in distress.
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Yes. A-Xian has been in distress for quite some time.
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I am aware.
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Hanguang-jun's efforts have not been in vain.
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just doesn't acknowledge that whups]
What can be done, here?
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You must finish gathering the Seal.
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[She slides it across the table. He appears to have half the Tiger Seal now; oddly, dream logic is telling him this is enough to be a complete Treasure.]
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[nods and tucks it away]
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A question.
What is the meaning of a blank banner?
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