[those were facts; easy to recount. now he is come to the reason he is saying this, and he is struggling.]
Others did not notice. Not enough information. I do not guess. I look.
[Wei Wuxian can feel the resistance in him, the weary strained impossibility of putting something so big into words, of folding his heart down into a small enough package. if he relied on himself or others being able to express themselves through words all the time to love or be loved, he would be so poor in it.
he does not feel that he is, though. perhaps he will never learn what stays unsaid, but if he expects others to know him by what he does instead of what comes out of his mouth, he must and will do the same for them. he must and will say as much now to make it easier for Wei Wuxian, since he's the one who can't say the words this time.]
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Others did not notice. Not enough information. I do not guess. I look.
[Wei Wuxian can feel the resistance in him, the weary strained impossibility of putting something so big into words, of folding his heart down into a small enough package. if he relied on himself or others being able to express themselves through words all the time to love or be loved, he would be so poor in it.
he does not feel that he is, though. perhaps he will never learn what stays unsaid, but if he expects others to know him by what he does instead of what comes out of his mouth, he must and will do the same for them. he must and will say as much now to make it easier for Wei Wuxian, since he's the one who can't say the words this time.]
Speech is unnecessary. You are who I see.