[Wei Wuxian's shock gives way to spilling horror and grief, a torn-open wound as sure as any that led to his death. he should be grateful, he should be wondering at this proof of what Lan Wangji's done, how good a person Lan Wangji is, an unexpected ally who was at his back all along...

but almost all of it is tragic; waste and missed opportunities unto death and beyond, sorrow on sorrow. even the parts he's been told of already rip the edges wider; it is different seeing him and feeling him live through it rather than simply being told. Lan Wangji feels blood rise in his throat.]